Demos (Out Of Ashes Demo CD)

This article is about the Chester Bennington demo album named "Demos". For the Hybrid Theory demo album, see Demos (Hybrid Theory 9-Track Demo CD).

Demos is a watermarked CD of Chester Bennington/Dead By Sunrise rough demos. Two versions of the disc were discovered in January 2018 and its content was released by fan sites LPLive and LinkinPark:br on March 20, 2018 in celebration of Chester Bennington's 42nd birthday. A 8-track version of the demo was discovered in May 2023 containing mastered versions of the demos.

Writing and Recording

Chester started working on his solo album in 2005 when Linkin Park took a seven-month break. Back then the group was called Snow White Tan. According to Ryan Shuck, they completed the album, but had to put the project on hold when Linkin Park started working on Minutes To Midnight, delaying the release of Dead By Sunrise's debut album to sometime in 2008. He said some of the material already dated back to five or six years. "When I started writing the music for Dead By Sunrise, I felt like they were stylistically outside (the band's) box," Chester explained. He described the record saying, "We took Nineties rock, mixed it with Eighties pop like Depeche Mode, the Cure and Bauhaus and smashed them together. It's fuckin' driving beats and walls of guitars." Those early songs included "Morning After", "Walking In Circles" and "Let Down", which was performed live at the ReAct Now: Music & Relief show. While "Give Me Your Name" was also written around that time, Chester said it wasn't actually intended for the album as he wrote it for his wedding which took place in December 2005. The band changed their name to Dead By Sunrise in 2007. Chester explained, "The name did come from partying too hard - that´s not a rumor. When I came up with the name Snow White Tan, I heard it obviously many times listening to David Bowie and I thought it was just really fitting. I liked the visual that I got when I heard that lyric because I felt it fit what we were doing. It kind of put into words what our lifestyle was like. I mean, we never really came out during the day, we came out only at night, whether it was working or not, and we didn’t really see much of the daylight for a long period of time. So we came up with Snow White Tan, but I didn’t feel it was aggressive enough, cause it was a very dark period of my life, and it was very self destructive, and I felt like Snow White Tan had a little bit too much of poetry in it. So I decided to change the name, and Dead By Sunrise was what we chose."

It was only after Projekt Revolution 2008 that Chester went back to work on his solo record, while simultaneously working with Linkin Park on A Thousand Suns, for a 2009 release. Addressing previous statements that the album was finished, Ryan explained, "it COULD have been finished if we wanted to call it finished. But we just thought it could go further, so we revisited the songs and really focused on what we could do to ensure that this was a GREAT record. Chester is an extremely hard worker – and he keeps us all on our toes, and really focuses on excellence. He is also a pretty prolific writer, and he did have more ideas that he wanted to explore." Besides writing new songs, the band also enlisted the help of Howard Benson, who drastically changed its overall sound as explained by Ryan, "On the album, the guitars were definitely heavier – there was a bit more grip to the record before and I think the label, when they heard the songs, were like “this could be all over the radio” and they wanted us to polish it up and make it shimmery." Pre-production was done at Ryan's house, tracking at Bay 7 Studios and vocals at Bay 7 as well as Sunset Sound. Afterwards, the band moved to Sparky Dark Studio (Howard Benson's home studio) to listen and put the finishing touches to the album. As for their writing process, Ryan said, "The songs start with Chester usually on an acoustic guitar as a little vocal melody, but it’s really sparse. Occasionally they’re more complete songs, but a lot of times he has an idea and a really good melody and we just sort of record that and he’ll literally go work with Linkin Park then. And we’ll build the song and write it, do the parts and everything, he’ll come back and he’ll get excited and then he’ll sing more on it and then he’ll go back and work with Linkin Park." Despite doing double duty, Chester said he was involved with every aspect of making the album, from the songwriting to the programming to performing with various instruments. According to him, the name "Dead By Sunrise" was partly inspired by the fact that they did most of their work from 3 o'clock until about 3 or 4 in the morning.

The lyrics were described by Chester as being very poetic and visual. "When I was writing the lyrics for Out of Ashes, I tried to use sentences that were really visual and words that inspired people to see a moving picture in their heads. That way, listeners can really catch the vibe of what the music is about. In doing so, there's a more colorful flare to the lyrics. That also allows people to feel how dark a lot of the record is. I think the darker thing are, the more they make an impact on you. In terms of writing, I definitely went a little more poetic on this album than normal."

Songs that were originally written to deal with Chester's personal feelings about God (such as "Fire" and "Too Late") were changed lyrically because he felt some people get uncomfortable with this subject matter. "Condemned", "Inside Of Me" and the final version of "Fire" were conceived towards the end of those later sessions with Howard Benson, when Chester decided he would write "3 really great rock songs" and did so within 8 hours.

Composition

The exact date of the CD is hard to be determined because the band had worked on the songs for many years and the quality of the tracks vary a lot. With the exception of the "Morning After" remix (released on the Underworld Evolution soundtrack), none of the tracks are fully mastered or mixed, and some of them are very loud and brickwalled.

The tracks noticeably lack the changes imposed by the label, with the music being more guitar driven, especially on "Walking In Circles" and "Fadeaway", and a lot of the background vocals from the final versions being absent. "Walking In Circles", with different ending, and "My Suffering", with different lyrics and screamed verses, are the same versions performed live at Club Tattoo's 13th Anniversary in 2008. Twenty Eyes is also the same version performed live, being different from the original Misfits song, with new lyrics and a different structure towards the end. "Fire" was also still in its early form, before Chester decided to start over the song with different melodies and lyrical theme. The bridge from the final version was originally the chorus. Other notable difference in the CD is that the bridge in "Fadeaway" is repeated in place of the fourth verse. "Morning After" is the only demo not to have any lyrical differences.

Around June 2007, a picture posted on Julien-K's official website revealed a songboard with the titles of all the songs contained in this demo, with "In The Darkness" being the only song that made the album not featured in the CD. This, and the absence of songs from the later sessions, could mean the recordings date from 2005 up to sometime before mid-2007 while the CD itself dates to sometime after the Level 7 incident (as it features the Warner Bros. logo). It's also important to note that "Into You" already had its final title on the board, while it is listed as "Fadeaway" on the demo.

In early 2009, Mike Shinoda posted on his blog about Chester playing him 9 songs from Dead By Sunrise, but it's unknown if that was the same CD.

The fact that the CD is credited to Chester Bennington (despite the band already being named at the time) could be explained by the following quote: "We were called Snow White Tan for a while, and then I changed the name to Dead By Sunrise, but I really just like Chester Bennington."

Track Listing

9-Track Version

No.	Title	Writer(s)	Length
1	Walking In Circles	Chester Charles Bennington, Amir Davidson, Ryan Christopher Shuck, Anthony Valcic	4:59
2	Fadeaway		4:02
3	Fire		4:25
4	Morning After		3:39
5	My Suffering		2:21
6	Let Down		3:54
7	Twenty Eyes	Glenn Danzig	2:05
8	Give Me Your Name	Bennington, Davidson, Shuck, Valcic	5:04
9	Morning After Remix		4:15

4-Track Version

No.	Title	Writer(s)	Length
1	Let Down	Bennington, Davidson, Shuck, Valcic	3:54
2	Morning After		3:39
3	Fadeaway		4:02
4	Give Me Your Name		5:04

8-Track Version

No.	Title	Writer(s)	Length
1	Walking In Circles	Chester Charles Bennington, Amir Davidson, Ryan Christopher Shuck, Anthony Valcic	5:01
2	Fadeaway		4:03
3	Fire		4:25
4	Morning After		3:39
5	My Suffering		2:22
6	Let Down		3:54
7	Twenty Eyes	Glenn Danzig	2:05
8	Give Me Your Name	Bennington, Davidson, Shuck, Valcic	5:04

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  Product photo: 9-track version

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  Product photo: 4-track version